Despite what everyone here is saying: “life is worth living” etc, I want to let you know what I feel. Lyrics to 'Andy (I Can't Live Without You)' by Ashley McBryde. 6:19. guys next door - I've been waiting for you - Duration: 4:19. So I called a special meeting with my dad. I’m 17 years old and I will be 18 in 2 or 3 months. I’ve been having this problem where I am unable to add others to my live stream nor am I able to join other live streams. I feel sick all the time, I go see my doctor and I've done a million test and everything is ok. I've made my mistakes Got nowhere to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? Nothing evil, but also nothing I should have had anything to do with. I can't even type hi in the chat. This doesn't happen on any other channel. Can't Live With What I've Done A Reminder that we are a PG13 Site. I know, all of this is easier written than done. I've got culture and history on my side. Sign in to follow this . Please Help DepressionForums Stay on the Internet! I’m here sharing my deep thoughts to strangers. Upvote (2354) Subscribe Unsubscribe. Re: Can't bare to live with myself after what I've done : by MrGiggleParty » Tue May 07, 2013 3:59 pm cybergenesis wrote: Don't know can't tell if you seriously hurt or tried to hurt the cat or if your being overly dramatic. I can’t live with myself any more. First recorded by the rock group Badfinger, the song was composed by two of its members. I almost died in the hospital as a result of my surgery and there are many times I wish I had, but equally I wouldn’t want someone to deal with the weight of that because I know how it feels to kill someone. I’m from Iran. I'm 16 and I live w my parents. If it's an abortion I don't know how to handle it, but continue to punish yourself isn't helping anyone. Conway Twitty & Loretta Lynn -- The One I Can't Live Without. I went down the checklist, one by one. How you turned my world, You precious thing You starve and near-exhaust me Everything I've done, I've done for you I move the stars for no one You've run so long You've run so far Your eyes can be so cruel Just as I can be so cruel Though I do believe in you Yes I do Live without the sunlight Love without your heartbeat I, I can't live within you I can't live within you I, I can't live within you I live in the middle of nowhere, and I have no resources. You never lived my life and you can’t imagine the pain I’ve been throw. Can't live with what I've done. Followers 0. I blame myself for everything. 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They say its anxiety. Cookies help us deliver our Services. Can't Live With What I've Done. I haven't told him and I don't want him to find out. I want you to live. I’m not punishing myself on purpose, I don’t believe women should feel shitty (or specific way) about an abortion but I truly feel like fucking garbage. I volunteer my time, Ive fostered kittens, I carry cigarettes in my purse specifically for the bums who I see picking up butts or who ask for them, I constantly am looking for ways to help people before they ask for it. We are Still Standing. And if you were capable of loving this intensely once, then it is an inherent capacity. I've had my friends tell me that I should be proud.. that I should just stick things out, because things will get better. I’ve had a miscarriage when I was very young as a result of a rape, it upsets me greatly but i have accepted what happended and that I cannot change it. I constantly do good things, I donate regularly, at checkouts, online etc. I despise myself. I have a Roku TV, and it's been perfect in every other way. I can't live with myself because of what I've done I cheated on my husband at the end of December. I pity myself. If you or someone you know needs help, visit our suicide prevention resources page. I've fallen as far down the hole as I can, and there's no way back up. I feel that I have lived and seen sufficient that I don't need any longer here. On my computer, it says success! I've filled my imagination and mind with random, shitty stuff that I can't ever forget now. And I'm only 35. People will tell me to let it go, or get over it. I don’t do “good things” to outweigh the shitty thing that I did, but because I want to help. My chat is not appearing on stream. Something had to be done. I don't even know where to begin but I've completely ruined their lives. It was such a mistake. I built a website. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast, More posts from the SuicideWatch community, Press J to jump to the feed. You never lived my life and you can’t imagine the pain I’ve been throw. I don't want to live Anymore. I've done awful things, I can't live with myself anymore. I’m from Iran. It's a common type of OCD but I didn't know at the time. I’ve always been a kind caring person who couldn’t even deal with killing a bug, I don’t know why I ever went through with what I did and how I expected myself to be able to live with the decision. When you understand you have done something wrong and willing to repent for it then and their god has forgiven you. Having a good day doesn’t mean my child isn’t dead, if I can’t keep my child safe in the womb how can I ever imagine I am capable of keeping them safe when they are alive. Maybe it’s just that I don’t trust anyone, or no one trusts me. I've made my mistakes Got nowhere to run The night goes on As I'm fading away All you need is patience. I'd rather pay a little more to live on my own and make sure we're ready for together forever than save a couple hundred bucks for the next year or so. I’m the reason another human beings heart isn’t beating right now, and I’m not sure that’s something I can live with. [Verse 1] You drink my whiskey without askin', you put your boots up on my couch It drives me crazy to remind you more than once to take the garbage out You use my good towels on the dog - that's the only thing I've asked you not to do Most days I'd love to lock you out I can't live without you I breathe you I taste you I can't live without you I just can't take any more This life of solitude I guess that I'm out the door And now I'm done with you [Outro] Every second of everyday I am consumed by the guilt of what I have done. But yet I can’t even talk to someone I know. Tried on other devices, updated app, updated phone, restart but still nothing. The thing is my body hurts all the time and I feel tired. I have hopes and dreams but I'm starting to think that they won't work out, I don't have a lot of friends I have trouble making friends and I feel like nobody likes me. Conway Twitty & Loretta Lynn -- The One I Can't Live Without. I can't take on new clients and make money. If it's a miscarriage it's normal to feel traumatised but it really isn't your fault, you have nothing to feel guilty over, unfortunately nature often isn't fair and sometimes things like this happen. And if I can’t whats next. I've been self-destructive to the point of madness. Everything I've done I've done for you I move the stars for no one You've run so long You've run so far Your eyes can be so cruel Just as I can be so cruel Oh I do believe in you Yes I do Live without your sunlight Love without your heartbeat I, I can't live within you I can't live within you I, I can't live within you Then age 9 I developed an eating disorder and *****ed up my entire family. 25 posts • Page 2 of 2 • 1, 2 #15. by AlexPlatt » Mon Jul 10, 2017 8:20 pm . Community content may not be verified or up-to-date. The Juan McLean - I've Waited For So Long - Duration: 6:19. ntaft punk Recommended for you. Coping with COVID-19. We live in a world where people love to show off how much they can achieve in a day-and then complain about how exhausted and unappreciated they are. Hey dude, trust me, i've been there. I can't drive to a doctor or a mental hospital. This makes me feel hopeless. Also the 2 heads logo doesn’t seem to appear on the live screen. I can’t live with what I’ve done Every second of everyday I am consumed by the guilt of what I have done. Someone, please help. Connect with Comments, Posts, Stories and more, Web, Viewer. Pardon The Dust On Our Portal! Pete Ham wrote a song originally titled "If It's Love", but it had lacked a strong chorus. By using our Services or clicking I agree, you agree to our use of cookies. I had an abortion two years later when I was 16, I’m now 23. The truth is we have 24 hours in a day and 7-8 need to be for sleep and a few need to be for you. Throughout my life I've had consistent problems- I refused to go to school at a young age, tantrums etc. You have kindly given me a few minutes of your time, and I do appreciate that. I don’t have any friend there are some guys from school but you can’t call them a friend .I have a family a kind brother with a father and mother. Let’s start with some information about myself. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. From Dunhill cologne and Raf Simons shirts to his guitar and hats, these are blackbear's travel essentials. No kids, so I would not orphan anybody. My message keeps disappearing on live streams, even though it's not spam. Pete Ham wrote a song originally titled "If It's Love", but it had lacked a strong chorus. Linkin Park performing "What I've Done" live in Red Square in Moscow for the Transformers: Dark of the Moon world premiere. I’ve done everything possible. I can't be who you are When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well I want you to want to live. Maybe volunteering or some random acts of kindness might help? But the truth is I am ALWAYS going to feel this way, I have accepted that and that’s ok how is this really something I can live with? It seems like a bias against Foxnews watchers. I’m 17 years old and I will be 18 in 2 or 3 months. It won’t just disappear when a partner does, but it stays with you like a special gift. Badfinger original. If you need support right now, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255, the Trevor Project at … There are a few things blackbear can't live without when he hits the road. I feel like im crazy, what should I do or what kin I dont know why I ever imagined this was a decision I could live with, something so awful to say the words pulls the air out of my lungs. Hybrid Theory 20th Anniversary Edition available now: http://lprk.co/ht20Linkin Park "What I've Done" off of the album MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT. I’ve been using versions of this journal for at least five years. I feel so selfish, all this topic has been about is me. I never wanted to be here. Hi. That is how I’ve felt anyway, the countless number of times I have and do fall into the darkness. I've done everything I can to ease the pain But only you can stop the rain I just can't live without you I miss everything about you Just when I thought I was over you And just when I thought I could stand on my own Oh baby those memories come crashing through And I just can't go on without Go on without It's just no good without you I’m tired of being told I “did the right thing” or “what was best”. I don’t have any friend there are some guys from school but you can’t call them a friend .I have a family a kind brother with a father and mother. And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No, I can't How could this happen to me? I was addicted to porn at 11 years old and I've done so many things that I regret. I've done everything exactly as you described. I can't live if living is without you I can't live, I can't give any more Can't live if living is without you I can't give, I can't give any more No, I can't forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that's just the way the story goes You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows Remorse. I can’t speak for everybody with mental illness, I can only speak for me. I know I haven’t lived the boxing life one million per cent. I don't anything can ever make it go away completely but you can probably do stuff to make it ache less. In time you’ll love again, even if you can‘t believe it right now. Let’s start with some information about myself. I've done some things that really terrify me, too. Details. First recorded by the rock group Badfinger, the song was composed by two of its members. Hybrid Theory 20th Anniversary Edition available now: http://lprk.co/ht20Linkin Park \"What I've Done\" off of the album MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT. Every human being is born with power to achieve greatest of good and darkest of darkest evils. “I can’t live at peace at this minute because I know what I’ve done between fights. When I left Google, I was working for myself, basically. I got in huge arguments over clothes and stupid things. For millions of years, billions of people around the world have lived with their parents until marriage, regardless of religious or ethnic background.